Why I Have Been Gone

i doubt anyone really cared if I hadn't been posting or not, but i just decided to post this just to prove that im well, alive.

recently, ive been noticing that ive been lashing out at people more. ive been more irritable and a little bit emotionally unstable. i don't really know why i keep doing this, as ive already been done with that one time of the month we don't talk about, and ive been taking my meds. i don't even know how long this phase has been, probably a few weeks?

tl;dr: i keep acting like an asshole and regretting it and im worried about myself