no one likes me anymore

some people make me feel so worthless, it hurts sometimes, i just wish to sleep for over a week without dealing with anything.

i'm so tired of always being the one who cares more, knowing i’ll always need them more than they need me, feeling completely useless, feeling painfully invisible, being stressed, like all the time, always looking at cool people and feeling so angry and jealous because of how ugly and awkward i am, feeling like if i died today, no one would notice, no one would care.

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