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i feel super bad lol and idk how to handle it??
like i already feel like shit bc of my weight and stuff but also like im pretty sure my friends dont like me and theyre lying to me??
like in vcs on discord theyll all join and then the moment the funnyman of the group leaves, they leave too, im also pretty sure they hate my voice acting and are just trying to be nice bc "lol ur 15 kiddo dw" and like!!! it sucks bc i just feel like im not even good enough for my friends :( my whole like room sucks and makes me feel bad but its not like i have the money to get stuff to make me happy so im just gonna make resin charms til i have the confidence to sell them

also big tw
but uh i can see my viens through my hands and i feel super weak bc bullimia has been kicking my ass lately lol