my reasoning for not being active

hello everyone :) im really sorry for not being as active anymore, i miss you all but i dont have the motivation to talk to anyone that much anymore. i love and care about you all so dearly much in my big heart and you all mean so much to me. everyday its so hard for me and i hope you all understand. ive been dealing with depression and self-harm for almost my whole life since i was little, my dad is abusive to me and its scary to deal with trying to avoid being hit or yelled at almost everyday.. and ive been dealing with a breakup and my photos being leaked to people i know from my school and i get bullied for it a lot. my self-harm has gotten really bad but im trying to stop for me and others, and everything is so stressful and hard to deal with everyday. im sorry i hope you all understand i just had to sum everything up im really sorry :(

i love you all <3