#13

what suffocating air, i must make sure it fills me; the metal piece is ablaze, i'll press it onto my forearm; so many colors showing through your translucence, but you have yet to hone the skill; to make pivotal art, skin should be used as canvas. such arousing sabotage! when i look in mirrors i'll have not to note the most ghastly aspects of my vessel and stuffing.
fish are swimming in your arms, have you noticed yet?
my pants are too big, they're down to my hips, i only bring this up because i've seen you looking and your irked expression hurts me. does the sound the pant legs make when i walk preoccupy you? is that it? then sound i no longer will make, i bet you didn't think it could be so uncomplicated! you and me, we are on the same page, we are in the same room, we wear the same glasses and we both take them off when we eat, we both put warm foods near our face to feel the touch of another, and we both think i'm loathsome! i dare you tell me this isn't a miracle, or don't, i haven't determined what it is i need to hear and hearing something i mustn't could cause my expiration.
if she gave you sweat, would you give her blood? A+, she'd rather die than know ichor that isn't yours, you know how stubborn blood types can be.
we should build an aquarium. we could keep sea snails too, i deify sea butterflies! does their shifting repel you? i find it preterhuman, they seem confident and elegant, like the only creatures to know peace, and that is very much beyond us; by nature, we are anguished, designed to question and derive answers from the fragments we believe to understand. how do you feel about the tendency of humans to view everything as an extension of us? i find it sickeningly dreamy, so desperate to take hold of reality we distort it, and so naturally. doesn't talking about the experience of being human make you feel pseudo-human?
know her fingers and you'll know her teeth; know her teeth and you'll know her blood; most importantly, know her ribs and you'll know her whole; oh, she is of the utmost unimportance, let us cheer to that!