//disturbed?

today i changed so much, and i don't know why. my nervous twitches are back, and it just attacks when i see people. an side of my head feels empty...
i see figures. black figures. now they have colors, i can see it clearly.
they see me. they always follow me and see what im doing. when i was going upstair to do my therapy, they was following me. i was walking normally, and i see something BEHIND ME. and i look behind me. there was nothing. so i started to run. and im afraid. i see them so many times a day. i think i must be disturbed...