about books

i really like books.
well, more so the concept of books.

the idea of having a little world to get lost in is a nice one, its cool and nice and yes. and like,, writing your own (if not a whole book, then a story at least) is also super cool. i absolutely love writing, especially when i actually have motivation !

i've had a lot of motivation lately as well, i have a whole nice story and stuff and its fun !!

n e ways.

books.

the idea is nice. i like it. but. i cannot read.

i have been reading the same book since october. this is not an exaggeration. i started reading 'the vampire lestat' in october, and i have not yet finished it. i have no idea why. like,,, i really really like the book ! i love it sm !
and i was reading a bit today and just like jdhdsgskhgskdhg it was so good ! it made me both happy and frustrated,, and i think thats what good books are supposed to do. i think at least.

but regardless, i cannot read books.
and yet i have a long list of books that i want to read at some point.

i have no idea how i will achieve that, but it will happen some day. not for many many years, id imagine, but some day when i learn how to read well.

the,,,,,, the list has 28 books on it,,,,,

n e ways. this is fine.

thank you for reading this :))