hi little v e n t

im scared. i want to leave my toxic ass school and go to a different one but the only one im allowed to go to has a girl there who hates me. if i went to this other school i would already have a friend group considering i know a few people there. Problem is im not allowed to go there, im still trying to convince my mom but hopefully my therapist will maybe talk to her abt this. i hate living. sometimes i look at the building downtown and think, damn, i wonder what its like to jump from there. i only have online friends. everyone i know irl sucks, or hate me. i never did anything wrong. people call me weird without even knowing me. Hannah if your reading this want you to know that im moving schools because you made my life such a living hell, and i hope you have atleast an OUNCE of regret. and dad, go fuck yourself. - rin