every day
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februray 10 2021
1:02am dear myspace diary....today my english teacher said the word nigga today,, shes white and shes certainly not younge..and she adressed a classmate of mine as a "real ass nigga".i think iam going to try to drop oout of the class because her apology lette my made my stomach hurt and she s racist. thsi life is just so so strange and i hate it here.. its true myspace diary.,, i hate
februray 15 2021
2:51am its yaoi o clock
6:00am no school t2day.,im not quite sure why tbh honest nbut im looking forward to another another day of jus tme and my devices...my devices and i.
6:10am <3
februray 16 2021
8:30pm another day
februray 18 2021
1:29am im realizing that when i dont understand smthng its sm easier just to say that i hate it. its sm easier being me <3
februray 22 2021
12:12am i finished all the assignmnts due this weekk wxcpet for the one assignment thats due tomorrow.
12:15am bute i havent touched my sewing machine all semester and the late work is starting to pile up. up up up. up up up...up up up....up up.
februray 24 2021
12:18pm o to live in a thomas kinkade painting, just 4tonite
februray 25 2021
6:32pm i am currently failing the one class i work the hardest n. i just want to be decent, i dont hav 2o be ty best but im trying at least.
6:35pm nap time..........
march 7 2021
7:07pm its a new moz. todayd i repotted my succulents and purchased half a yard of silk fabrix via check im so digi hehe. my experiences wit money cash and checks are very cryptic lately...<3 is that weird?
march 12 2021
12:15am just cashed a 9hunny dollar check belessedbe <3
1:02am the soulglide boy who a graced the soulglide boy who graced the soulglide boy who graced the lord
march 14 2021
9:02pm do you know that feeling when you want to succeed at something so bad because you feel like youre never good enough despite how hard u try. im trying my best in everything i do in school and i just cant do it....i dont know what wron g with me :-( i just cant do it. and i understanf the industry, i know its suppused to hurt,, i just wish i had someoen to talk to abt it with me maybe., because hurting alone is more overrated than it seems.
9:10pm when i first started these entries i didnt even consider comments under my blogs. then i slowly becamr more and more self consiousthat no one would comment, but now im accepting of it. if ur reading this -eyes white, brain emptied- then thx i guess 4 giving me my space x
march 20 2021
1:00am all these pils...
march 21 2021
10:37pm update,, the class ive been witholding since the start of teh semester is starting to get dangerous as in im getting those types of emails// threats towarsds my gpa// etc. however i did get an a on the drape project i thought for sure i'd b flunking so thats valid.
10:55pm feeling happi about today
march 30 2021
1:29am I'm encroaching upon my animal crossing addiction..again. I'm not afraid necessarily,.. i a'm simply aware.
may 9 2021
11:05pm dear myspace diary,,,its been like 2 months. so much has happened kind of including i've been failed by academia. i wrote a book report on my relationships with religion. today is mothers day <3. i'm uploading to my onlyfans again but i still feel so so so so os o ugky. its okay tho because i wi'll get rich someday..somehow
11:10pm i'm also getting my braces took off soon too :-(