Memory Lane

Wow..where do I start? This app goes wayyyyyy back. definately a trip down memory lane. looks like this era is making a comeback. lol Im a sucker for anything,80s,90s,and 2000's. I remember watching Buffy,and browsing myspace,and making posts about nothing but nonsense. 30 plus years later and nothing has changed. still the same boring old me. haha work pretty much takes up all my time, how i miss being a carefree kid. No responsibilities. still single,still alone,but im ok with that,loney at times..but content with where im at. Atleast im not tied down wth kids,even though their a blessing. motherhood just isnt for me.good thing i have zero interest in men,sure i'll be your friend. but thats it...women on the other hand,their beautiful. been a lesbian since middle school,came out to my friends in highschool,fortunate during that time,to have supporting family,and friends. dont feel  that way much anymore,my only friend i had,has drifted away. we really dont talk anymore,and im honestly ok with that. We were  friends for the longest time,but i suppose time changes people.[We will just leave it at that.] ive had a few relationships,everyone of those being learning experiences. fell madly in love with someone,whom i thought was my soulmate. but it ended up just being 4 years,of her toxic abuse. She lied,cheated on me,and treated me like garbage. And,in return i did the same. [never cheated on anyone.] I seem to be the one that gets cheated on and dumped. definately not a pitty party,just sharing my experiences . that relationship definately taught me alot,and what i did not want in my life. I will no longer allow anyone to treat me that way,im too old,nor do i have time for it. life is too short to let someone stop you from living. I have alot of anger/resentment still to this day,but im constantly working on that and letting it go,i've definately got to that point of not caring anymore. just wish people would not be so cruel, it takes zero effort to be a good person. not saying im a saint,but i would never cheat on someone,and constatntly live in a pool of lies. well enough my sad sob stories..not sure how i got here. I can go from one topic,to the next in minutes. >-<