((tw: death, insects, kind of slight body horror))
there's bugs crawling on my skin
i feel it each time they move
i can't seem to tell
if they're hurting me or not
let me lay beneath the dirt to rot
away from the impossible standards
i am held to by no one but myself
let me be a failure
failures don't have to try
instead i could just die
i could let the bugs consume me
instead of clawing at my skin
desperately trying to peel them off
it itches, it burns
maybe deep down i know the truth
my skin is made of bugs
and my mind of secret failures
let me rot, let me rot, let me rot
this made me cry really hard. thank you for your wisdom ghoul <3